A Fearless Fall

my worst nightmare is going to happen…. i just know it -.-“

breakingdownthedoor:

Fuck depression!! For way too long I’ve been depressed or have had breakdowns out of no where because I let myself give in, well I’m fucking done. It ruined so much for me and I made too many people worried, gotten scolded for it, almost sent to an institution and almost ended my life. I’m fucking done! From here on out, I’m going to actually fight it. When my mind says its time for over thinking things, I’m fighting back. When I feel triggered, I’m gonna fight that too. It’s up to me whether or not I wanna kick this and I’ve been tired and depressed far too long. I don’t need a fucking therapist anymore, I don’t need to take any fucking pills, I don’t need to cut.
Haha actually, to be very honest, cutting hasn’t even been a last resort, it means nothing to me. I honestly haven’t thought about it. Being depressed has been all I’ve ever known, but when the time comes you realise that you’ve been building your strength, then it’s time you use it. So that’s what I’m gonna do. Depression, my middle finger salutes you! :)
I won’t let it dictate my life and jeopardise my relationship and friendships. I’m gonna fucking win this fight.

theepichumor:

http://goo.gl/eRtGF

(Source: pureneon)